I am not enlightened enough to be the Buddha. Nor am I screwed up enough to be a Sociopath.
I don't feel like I have enough love for power and all the other qualifications it takes to be a Magician. I have too much of a need to verbalize my thoughts to be content in being a Common man. I suppose I should be a Journalist. But I don't fit the qualifications of the traditional journalist. The traditional journalist is obsessed with morality.
Me, I believe that true morality is in what is in the physical and spiritual health of the Common man. I am an advocate of holistic health. At the end of the day, I believe that what leads to the physical, emotional and spiritual health of the individual is what is truly healthy. I feel that good and bad and right and wrong in the world should be judged from the perspective of health for the whole individual.
And in some ways I recognize the arrogance of my statement. What I am insisting on is seeing the world through my perspective. Naturally I am entitled to my perspective. But I am going a step beyond that.
I want my perspective to be the dominant perspective in the world. Now that is arrogant. Very arrogant. And I don't mean to be arrogant. But I would like to see people in the world operate healthily. I recognize that I would like to impose my ideas of what it means to be healthy on the world. This is my way of loving and playing with the world.
I have not achieved the epitome of physical, emotional or spiritual health. But I have tasted each of them enough to know the value of them. You don't have to be an Olympic triathlon-er to know that running makes you feel good and healthy.